Thursday, April 20, 2006


Worked piled up like Everest.

Wondering how a feeble climber like me ever gonna plough through the seemingly inconquerable pile to reach the pinnacle.

Worst if I have to complete the climb before the deadline.

In fact, I am way past the dead line and stretching it beyond recognition.

Problem is I haven't even started the climb.

O Lord grant me strenght like Elijah.

Do a miracle in my life and help me break through.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Space out!


I wished answers could drop from sky and motivation could flood my heart to overcome the inertia.


random rant!

Lousy day

Heavy hearted burden with a load of cares

A cloud of failure looms over me.

Has failing become a habit, a constant companion in every endeavour??????

Hopefully a better day tomorrow.

Monday, April 03, 2006

P.S. Cafe

Nice ambience. Woody, warm and fuzzy with the warm glow of spherical globe hanging from the celling. Nice couch with brown, orange, green and red(can't really remember filled in the colours with my imaginations). Wooden stools and black leather boxes. Very American was what my gf said.

Can't say much about the food there though. Wine selection is not great either.

We had 'crisp and dip'. Basically toasted pita, baguette with Indian tasting dip.

We had a nice time together relaxing there though.

One word of caution, in case anyone didn't read the words painted on the three wooden doors of the toilet. A 'M' door is sandwiched between the 2 'W' doors. No price for guessing what they mean. A pretty filipino babe decided to ignore the letters and burst through the door in the middle of my transaction with the urinal. Apologised profusely for the unintentional intrusion with her back facing me(the accidental flasher). Her bladder must be bursting for her to barged into any available cubicle. In case anyone is wondering why I didn't lock the door. It is because there are only urinals for communal use inside.

Speaking of toilet, my vote for the best toilet is Altivo@Faber.

Stand at the crossroads and look

Jeremiah 6:16

This is what the Lord says:

"Stand at the crossroads and look;
ask for the ancient paths,
ask where the good way is, and walk in it,
and you will find rest for your souls.
But you said, 'We will not walk in it.'

What is the way O Lord I ask. The burden on me has clouded my vision. Day in day out I looked oppressed and lost. Without a focus, wondering and squandering my precious time that could never be recovered. Watching the sands of time slipping away yet immobilized by fear. Inaction drowning me with sorrows. Couldn't breathe, my heart sinking in an overwhelming sense of despair. Struggle for survival, absent.

O Lord shine your directing light upon me. Lead me O Lord like the good shepherd. Break through the cloud of confusiong and release me from the oppression. Grant me diligent hand so that my soul will not starve. Cast the spirit of sluggardness out of the temple, that You've purchased with your blood. Put inside this earthern vessel Your love and Your glory. Shine through me.

Saturday, April 01, 2006


A transition for a blog surfer to a blog owner on the 1st of April.

Hopefully it doesn't turn out to be a fool's errand.